June 04, 2021
I believe that there are some people who have had great relationships with God and there there is a small population that has had not so great relationships with God. Trust me, I've been on both sides of the spectrum. Wondering when; what if; if only; how come? I believe and my life has demonstrated to me in certain circumstances that I belong to the smaller population. There have been times that I have called out to God and his calls were unanswered or maybe I was supposed to go through that "uncomfortable" event in that time to move to the next level in life. I've called on his guidance, instruction, and to make a way sometimes in the most selfish way. I realize that I have put myself into these "uncomfortable" situations and sought a bailout, which is not God's purpose. God answered my call and this week I learned a powerful lesson. God does not always answer our calls when we want him too; even when a call is unanswered there's a lesson to be learned, but when he does decide to respond it is in the most magnificent way!